It's been 15 mons. since I lost Bob. I get up some days still thinking that this was all a horrible nightmare. Most people cannot understand why I still hurt, but they don't understand the significance of losing your partner, soul mate, best friend. They didn't know Bob as I did. They didn't know how deep our relationship was. There wasn't one day in the 24 years of our marriage that we didn't talk or were not together. We were close. We knew one another so well, that we didn't need to speak. No one wants to hear this, but when you lose someone who shared your space, life, dreams, goals, and love....part of you is lost, too. I will never be the person I was. I will never know happiness as I did. I will never know love as I did... Bob...you were truly a wonderful man. You were a great father. A great husband..and you will be missed by Matt and I for the rest of our lives. We will always think of you and love you...you will never be forgotten. We are not afraid to say your name or tell stories about you. We look at your pictures, remember your words...and remember the great person you were. ~Always in our hearts, forever you will live in our souls. Brenda